I'm torn about which one you are. Of course my home home is in Moses Lake, and I will always have my roots there, but I think I started thinking of my cute little dorm as home in some ways as well. Although it is made of cinder block walls and there's six girls in a tiny space, I still love it! And I love it more every day. Today I was doing the dishes...for once...and just got sad thinking soon I would not be doing the dishes here anymore...I mean there will still be dishes to do in Moses Lake I'm sure, but it's just crazy how fast this year has gone by. It's really been hitting me lately that my freshman year of college is almost over. It seems you can't wait to start college for forever...since as long as you heard about it. I am still getting over the fact that I am at college, and I'm so greatful to be here, but I'm just getting sad my freshman year is almost over!
Tomorrow...technically today....my family is coming to visit and I'm going to O-Town to meet up with them and I'm super excited to see them seeming as I haven't seen them in almost four months, but then I also get sad just leaving everyone here...for one day....and that's when I realized, I consider my little dorm a home. We were actually talking about this last night when going to the heater, and I think a lot of us are all feeling the same way, with freshman year almost being over. Anywho, there's no use in moping about it! Let's just livei t up...be as immature as possible...and have lots of fun!! WOOOHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
Love,
Hannah B.
XOXOXOOXOXOXO
You just wrote like all my current thoughts perfectly...
ReplyDeleteDitto. I feel exactly the same way. I'm so sad.
ReplyDeleteBut let's not think about that yet. Let's just Let it Be!
Be excited for the future but live in the present!